How many people are upset in their lives because they are caught up with things or people they can’t change? Holding on to issues that I can’t change is one of my worst, if not worst, problems that is detrimental to my health. Mentally, I’m a mess and need to make changes. It is hard because I worry to much. I’m comfortable right now, even though I’m miserable, worried, and scared. If I do move on, will things improve or get worse? If they improve, I’m scared and if they don’t, I’m scared. If things do get worse then it may push me over the cliff mentally. Life is full of hard choices and keeping things the same because I’m miserable and comfortable is no excuse to not change. I’m praying I can make the hard choices that I’m holding on to sooner than later.
Colorless Noise 