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H.O.P.E.

I felt like I didn’t have hope for a long time. Every day I was just existing and not really living. I hated my life and every morning I would wake up thinking what’s going to go wrong today. I don’t even remember the last time I was really happy, if at all.

That changed 54 weeks ago when I met a special person. To me, she is the most special, beautiful, smart, woman I ever met. I now know for the first time how it feels to be loved and cared about with it being unconditional both ways. My days are happy and look forward to a future together. I am inspired to be an better man and feel like I really have a purpose for the first time in my life.

Maybe I survived to this point in my life because God had a purpose for me. I know I have turned her life around as well and we both feel blessed. I didn’t have hope and was miserable. Maybe if I believed tomorrow would have been better, I would have enjoyed a better life.

Never, ever give up because then you’ll never have a chance for life to improve. If you are having a rough time right now please have faith that your life will improve. It may not be tomorrow, next week, or in a month but it will happen. Fifty five weeks ago I would have thought this advice is full of shit but I kept pushing forward. I now have hope and know tomorrow will be better. H.O.P.E. (hold on pain ends).

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At Last

*Update* couldn’t afford to keep up the .com domain so I’ll currently stay on the free WordPress plus I’m @colorlessnoise on Instagram. https://www.instagram.com/colorlessnoise/

Well, I finally got around to publishing my Colorlessnoise domain using WordPress. During the time I had this domain since 2010 I probably started a handful of blogs but was only able to import a few posts I had from my old Accepting Reality site. I’m not sure about the theme yet but I’ll worry about that another day. I’m just happy to be back and hopefully post more than I did before.