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Eyes Don’t Lie

Tones and I ~ Eyes Don’t Lie

Are you a stranger? (Are you a stranger?)
But you seem so familiar
It’s hard to explain, yeah (it’s hard to explain, yeah)
From what I can see, from what I can see
And maybe I’m broken
But my arms are wide open for ya
And you’ll never know it, but you’re just like me
From what I can see

The above verse from Eyes Don’t Lie really gets to me.  Most of my life I felt broken and maybe that’s why I never found a love that was meant to last.  Maybe we were both broken and became to resent each other, slowly growing further apart until there was nothing. 

Maybe we all have to go through failed relationships so we can cherish the good ones that come. 

For me, meeting the right one felt different from the start.  I felt like I could open up and talk about anything from my entire life.  I have never been more happy than I have been for the past two years with the love of my life.  It’s not easy because it’s been a long distance relationship with us living in different countries.  For now, I just want to concentrate on the happiness and think positive for our future.

Also related to eyes don’t lie it’s our pictures before we met and after.  We looked sad in most old pictures but the ones after we met our eyes look happy.  I truly don’t think I knew what love really was until now and I’m going to cherish it for as long as I can.

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This song gets to every time I hear it. I feel like I’ve been invisible my entire life to women. Anyone I would like, rarely liked me back. No one really took the time to get to know me. It didn’t help my self esteem because I was never good enough for my father to do anything right. I really felt unlovable and unworthy of real true love most of my life.

Never give up hope though because 55 weeks ago I met the person that made me happier than I’ve been my entire life. She’s beautiful, loving, caring, and genuinely the best person I could have ever asked for. She knows more about me more than any other person in my entire life. I can be just myself and it feels right. We honestly love each other unconditionally. My love knows who I am and my life has never been better.

Iris ~ Goo Goo Dolls
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Music and Writing

I’ve loved music my entire life as well as writing.  I haven’t wrote in my blog for quite awhile now and miss it.  Most of the time I just forget but it really brings me enjoyment.  I’ve been playing a music trivia game for the past few weeks and ran across Diamond, who is a real gem!  Many good memories flooded back when I used to write just by her enthusiasm of music and writing.  I am excited to start again.  It’s nothing that will bring me fame or fortune but it will bring me happiness.  I’m positive her singing/writing will bring fame and fortune one day, if not, a career in helping others will be in the cards.
So it’s like I’m making a full circle return to my youth in my return to writing.  Now I just picked a bad week being a holiday one.  God knows I need a little more happiness in my life so I’m sure glad I got inspired again.