This reminds me of the saying nothing changes if nothing changes. How can we expect something different if we don’t change what we do?
I was scared most of my life with no self-confidence, depressed, and shy. I felt like I was never good enough.
I needed to think more positive in my life. I lost so many years of my life worrying about things that didn’t matter. After a long journey my life is finally been going in the right, positive direction.
I now look forward to the future and the happy memories I still will create with the love of my life.
So if you do not like the direction your life is heading, you need to change your thoughts. Only you can make that change and create a better version of yourself and your future.
I really need to get back to writing on here. It’s been almost a year. I got thinking about love lately and wanted to express some of my views towards it to my wonderful woman in my life.
You can like a face or a body, but you don’t fall in love with it. You fall in love with the mind. The way a person thinks, the way a person talks. Beauty can attract people, but your thoughts are what’s going to make them stay.
I imagine God’s love is like an ocean or the sky. You can see the beginning but not the end. I never thought I could love anyone as much as I do you. I was never that religious of a person but always wanted to believe in God. My faith has really grown in the 2 plus years I’ve known you, not in any specific kind of religion but I truly believe now.
There is no other explanation how we could have met each other and how our love has blossomed more and more every day. We were both hurting, having no one that truly cared and loved us. We found each other right at the time we were in the most need for help. As for a specific religion I don’t think God minds as long as you love everyone equally and not do anything in hate in their name. I feel like I need to do something more in my life that refects God and the love that was brought to us. I don’t want to sound like a religious fanatic because man has changed religious texts for their own benefits and I don’t fully believe any.
The basic moral principles of Zoroastrianism is a good place to start with good thoughts, good words, and good deeds. I believe that God loves all and in turn wants everyone to show that love towards others. People have to start believing that material things do not matter. All that matters is the well being of people in our lives. I need to keep focusing on all the good that there still is and not on the past or current pains. I need to stay positive because if what I believe is true, that God did bring us together, that there’s no way our story is going to finish in a sad way.
So let’s both always stay positive because we will have a wonderful future together as we will continue to grow every day. I love you unconditionally with all my heart and will always be a good man in every way possible because that’s what you deserve. Thank you again for accepting me because I know I have many flaws. One thing I can promise is I’ll continue to love you everyday, support you, and care for you, never breaking your heart.